Thursday, September 22, 2005

thinking back 1

I went to see him. It was sooooo good to see him! I wish I could stay in his arms forever. It was really good to see him.

His clear complexion his full lips. That big smile! I forgot all about the little details in his face. He was cute as ever.

We talked about everything. I told him straight off the bat I wasn't having sex with him cuz of alot of things. I didn't want to get on the road all sleepy after having sex with him cuz I know (!) how it would have been

He was talking about "Just 5 minutes" I said no! "Let me taste you" No. "How about a shower, and I'll eat you there" NO!

He asked me what I wanted and I told him that I just needed some good dick and that's why I broke up with tony. I want to be by myself and get my own space.

He said HE's not looking for that [guess we changed roles]. He's looking for a friend, lover, homegirl, someone to chill with and hold it down.

What's going thru my head right now is if he's
serious about getting serious, am i embarassed
or ashamed? Then, I think: no, i was with tony
but i dont feel the same. even
tho there was no reason to be like
that with tony. If they find out
will i down-play it? I think it was
the age thing.

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