I feel like I am breaking out of this. Like the delirium of hearing someone laugh and cry. I feel a momentum of panic and relief. Panic panic panic, wait, reason, reason. Logic, wait, what exactly are you afraid of???! Nothing right? Move on loser. Let it go, shake it off. Drop the weight of your condition. Be free. And the moment came when the pain of remaining tightly closed in her shell was more painful than the pain of breaking out. Pressure.