what is it that makes me go from life being good? where is the balance board midle? why cant i keep there? what sparks me sliding towards the end where I feel like falling off?
is it too much of a good thing thinking things will b better for ever? amnesia of how life really is?
is it overburening of everyone issues on me?
is it not keeping up with the self love?
is it enjoying the peace too much?
is it something I will ever figure out in this lifetime?
have I been here before?