God will lift you up.

When things are great, don't get too comfortable cuz things will start to go bad. Sun cant always shine.

I had a great time a couple weekends ago that didnt involve the normal things im trying to avoid (degrading music, sorry people, and alcohol just to have a good time). Had a huge blast!! I was at a singles conference at the church i was attending. To be honest, the night b4 on friday, i was at a party in dc doing a friend a favor and keeping her company by attending. It had the dj, the bar, the horny men and the hating catty women. I was moving to the music cuz beats have a way to touch me just right even tho i dont always agree with the words... anywho, the atmosphere, liable to make u feel nervous or wary, was not inviting. Walk in and nobody says hi! you get sized up! sigh!! Im over that!

So what a delightful break at the singles conference. there was talk-talk-talking but at the end of the evening there was a "dance", dj, dinner, and dancing. It was L-O-V-E-L-Y, you hear me?! God had me in the palm of his had and let me see a glimpse of heaven. I had a blast dancing to my favs ( coko, dave hollister, mary mary, etc) mixed by a real christian dj... i mean it wasnt lame at all like i thought. i got home that night and layed my head on my pillow after a LONG week of working crazy hours and long Saturday of conferences and a long night of dancing and i literally was on cloud 9! My mind was white by the time i closed my eyes to go to sleep. Not just clear as i was on my way to sleep, but literally all I could see was white. (usually I see visions or colors or kaleidoscope-like visions)


It did my soul good to be around positive people that had no other motives on a Saturday night other than to have a good time, to laugh, enjoy each others company, spread God's love and entertain in a wholehearted manner. No pretenses.

I relished in my Ecstasy... It was so delicious that i forced my self to stay up enjoying, literally, a clear mind. Cant remember if ever i had one like this. and one thought strayed through my white clear mind: something is going to happen. Be prepared! My spirit was telling me that my mind was clear for a reason... just like the reset button on most ur electronics, i had a blank brain for what the next week brought on. Lemme tell u what! I made it with GOD!! I love the surprises God shows me! I feel like a kid with him and I appreciate him calming my mind so I can hear my spirit...